Being A Grown-up
GUESS WHO HAS TURNED 22 THIS YEAR 🙋
I haven't written a blog since a very long time ago, and well, it's kinda surprising that somehow I still remember I have a blog!
In honor to reopen this blog (but please don't expect too much 😕), I'll publish this welcoming post in English.
Before we get started, I don't think it is necessary to mention that there still IS a pandemic going on. Who could have known, right? A LOT has happened in the last four years, prior to and during the pandemic (of course). Well, to sum up: Yes, I'm still in med school. The bad news is I'm not doing so good, but the good news is I'm still alive, anyway! Cool, right? This is the fifth year of my study and for God's sake, I had no idea what I'm putting myself into :')
MED SCHOOL IS EXHAUSTING.
You need to be strong, like, REALLY STRONG, to get through it. I've sacrificed a lot of things and well, for now, let's just hope it'll be paid off someday. Won't be discussing too many details (because I'm not sure anyone will read this too either?), but here's what you need to know: I'm taking a leave for 6 months, starting from this summer.
Why? Well... I feel tired, and I've been feeling tired for 2 years now.
But... could you even feel tired for (literal) years?
You definitely can and in this case, I do. I've tried some methods or entertainments to cheer myself up, but it just didn't work that way. I've gone through a lot of discussions with my friends, my parents, and myself, and I guess taking a leave is the best decision for me (at least for now). Anyway, I won't be just hibernating during the summer but I'll be taking a short course abroad. I'm very looking forward to this opportunity and hoping for the best (...considering that this is my only shot).
WISH ME LUCK! 🙆
p.s. and let's just hope that my hippocampus would still remember the existence of this site.
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